the balrog* falls from the bridge in moria to its doom, and gandalf falls with it.
the evil never falls alone. it always – always takes the good down with it.
and then for a moment the good is down, and the evil is gone. it is in those moments, that hope becomes the frailest.
and no, knowledge of this does not save, nor does it give any comfort. when the moment of in-between comes, the knowledge of good and evil, and all related ethics take a back seat.
then what remains?
the duty, and the daily routine. the simple purposes and tasks that had been set before the great battle. this is what remains.
and then the unexpected meeting. the white clothes of the reborn good. the light. the mended sword, and the last universal battle which will transform the world entirely.
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*balrog: a creature in tolkinian universe. has originated from corrupt beings of second level of sub-creation (maiar). fiery, powerful and evil.
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my mother still safely in hospital. the roads have become un-navigable because of snowstorms. i am stuck in this city, with student papers and myself.



