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probably someone has written about this somewhere, but I do not want to research or Google or whatever. when I hurt, there are words that are the reverse of helping and encouragement. those are simple words that many people use quite a lot to express a sort of sympathy and support and encouragement when they […]
Read More words that do not helpin the picture below, one can see clearly, how the King James Version has influenced how we think of a simple cup. i hope i get some time to finish the thought of the conceptual and structural metaphor here.
Read More influencesfor those who wonder – i live because Christ does. there is no other way, no alternative, however crazy this sound. every good friday, for the past 20 years or so, i think of Christ’s death. of the narratives that are read and repeated endlessly for at least 15 hundred years. whom he met. who […]
Read More good friday 2015i sit here, in my tower of ice, under the wing of winter herself, and watch the media stream go by. and there is something wrong in the representations of the recent events in France and other places. yes. terrorism. it does not have race, or religion, or gender, or sex, or colour. it is […]
Read More some things are just those thingsinterestingly enough, the idea of translating This Present Darkness by Frank Peretti seems to be a very good one, and a timely one, too. so, i’ll probably work on the translation the same way i did on The Left Hand of Darkness by Le Guin (does anyone have the question, what’s with me and darkness here? i […]
Read More if i get lucky‘this is my church,’ she said vehemently. ‘i come here when i feel like it. and the last time i did… i think it was some two months ago, there was a woman preaching, and i do not like churches where the women are in the leadership. and she did not speak with he feeling,either, […]
Read More the ownership, or this is _not_ my churchi still have not figured this out completely, but here are some thoughts: a) the lutheran church in latvia has reached a very unstable point in its development – a point of breaking, even. it reminds me of a willow with a lot of rotten wood, and very few living strands that ensure the flow […]
Read More for the approaching synodwe are alive by proxy we are strong by proxy we love by proxy in jesus god works by proxy in the known universe in us.
Read More the conclusion of the thoughts about philippians chapter 2: 1-11when all things have a place of their own in this world, there is no place left for jesus. because jesus does not only contain all the thinkable and pre-arranged orders of this world, he also transcends them infinitely. in a world measured by the finiteness of the human, there is no measure for an […]
Read More a measure for the infinitei remember this song from when i was just a beginner pilgrim. not that i have moved very far from there now. things have become…different since then. i have more knowledge and less courage. some of the translucence of the first steps has been lost. some steady peace has been gained. and yet – his […]
Read More the beginningthis is one of the songs that has spoken, speaks and apparently will speak to me. i remember the first time i heard it, on my first ever pilgrimage. the song haunted me for days. it was sung at my baptism, too. and i wonder – maybe it is a song that might be universal […]
Read More five – a burden turned blessingsometimes i switch off my handheld, turn off the radio and log off the internet. the world is outside my zone of communication. i am not in the world, the world stays out there, with its haste and traffic jams, with its information and the lack of it, with its people and events. i float […]
Read More a handheld from abovethis is a translation from “Dīvainā karaļvalsts” (The strange kingdom) by J. Rubenis. i kinda found it a little bit inspiring. especially the bird part. PUTNU SARUNA Reiz divi putni pils dārzā savā starpā sarunājās. “Bruņinieks saprot putnu valodu un ir nelaimīgs, jo viņš arī grib būt putns,” teica viens. “Vērojot putnus, viņš ir iemācījies […]
Read More a little bit about birds and gardensthe readings at the midnight mass started with words: At that time. like That time was somewhere else, and we are here. but no, That time is now, That time is here, That time is us, with us and within us. That time is our responsibility. and it is not about religion, it is about […]
Read More the now of radical action… unconditional love required on a world scalesometimes – not too often, i admit – it is nice to be latvian. even for someone who’s consciously mutated into english. so, why this time? because latvian has some words modern, contemporary english will never have. take the word for ‘thank you’* in latvian, for instance. it says ‘paldies’. the aproximate translation would be […]
Read More the second commandment, cultural mutations and etymologiesYet even now, says the LORD, return to me with all your heart, with fasting, with weeping, and with mourning; rend your hearts and not your clothing. Return to the LORD, your God, for he is gracious and merciful, slow to anger, and abounding in steadfast love, and relents from punishing. (Joel 2:12-13) when i […]
Read More ash wednesdayalmost sermon layout for the following places first, the ascent. then, the waiting. then, the vision. after that, the meeting. then, the rules. then, the descent. then, the treason. after that, the adherence to the rules. then, the plodding on.
Read More the mountaintop experiencethe moon, a pale scimitar, over the swollen waters of the river. i think of how one can be in love with god. and why it is so bizarre and incomprehensible in the eyes of others to be in love with god. is it because ppl think one can love only what one can see, […]
Read More it is simply complicatedalmost storm. the wind shakes the trees, threatening to overpower their stubborn roots, and irreversibly change their vertical. the little birds hide under the bird-feeder at my window. my head hurts, and my bones feel like lead. storms are known to have that effect. and yet, i think of how, maybe, just maybe, there might […]
Read More birds hide under the feeder in the coming stormIf you remove the yoke from among you, the pointing of the finger, the speaking of evil, if you offer your food to the hungry and satisfy the needs of the afflicted, then your light shall rise in the darkness and your gloom be like the noonday. The LORD will guide you continually, and satisfy […]
Read More god is the tool-kit to repair a broken worldto see the fire. again, anew. the burning bush. the pillar. to feel the warmth, the touch, the light which is the first light. eternities have passed, glaciers have come and departed, ships have turned back into forests – since that moment of truth, when we first met. when that wind will blow over the […]
Read More lizard basks in the warmth of the fire of a certain bush in the desertconsidering Micah 6:8 ..O people, the Lord has told you what is good, and this is what he requires of you: to do what is right, to love mercy, and to walk humbly with your God. i thought of … buses. when i was young, in the rural community i grew up, there was only one bus. in […]
Read More in a world of too many possibilities, there is way too much responsibility for the individual